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Rage by HeartMeNot, literature

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Rage

These lies have gotten so easy Your vindictive tone gets all the more aggressive, and I Get all the more angry. Pulsing with anger, Heart pumping, breaths coming in ragged and deep. You can see it, can’t you? This hate I’ve grown so close to. I try to curl up inside Make the hate stop, and I smile, Hiding all the rage inside. I can’t take it much longer, This fierce disapproval of me. Keep sneering, keep sniping One day I’m going to lose it! Words will flow through me, my hate released. I don’t want that, but I can’t stop it If you keep thinking you can blame everything on me!

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Changed by HeartMeNot, literature

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Changed

Changed I’m getting better It almost impossible to see Those little scars On my heart, through my eyes Someday I may be able to show you how much I’ve changed And you will smile And praise me Which is what I’ve wanted all along, deep inside I wasn’t good enough before, But I’ve changed, I swear it Please, Give me a chance? I care for you deeply, And don’t want you to slip through these fingers.

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Worthless by HeartMeNot, literature

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Worthless

Worthless Angry words spill from my mouth I cry because I know they won’t stop I hear cold words shouting back at me And I cry harder as my voice gets crueler Ever felt alone? So alone you hate every one happy? It’s so dark in this place I wonder if I will ever escape Will I? Or will I lay here and rot? Oh, how thoughts words sound so comforting To end my life now With no regrets My heart is filled with remorse as I think about all those times That I yelled and fought and screamed At you, my dear And I cry once more as I think about you now, Probably happy I’m gone I pray your life is better now As I slit

Constricted by HeartMeNot, literature

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Constricted

Constricted So many feelings So many emotions My heart swells every time I breathe I feel like I’m suffocating My throat constricts My lungs shrivel My heart feels like it was put in a blender Why are you doing this to me? Can’t you see how I suffer? I feel I should cry But I know my eyes have long since dried up I’ve cried too many times I’ve turned cold Oh, how I wish to be warm…

Light? by HeartMeNot, literature

Pain by HeartMeNot, literature

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Pain

Pain Wet drops like crystals splatter the ground I walk on Where are they coming from? I tough my face and feel the tears And cry harder because of it I never knew How pain could be so great How it could make your heart die so I feel numb Why do you seem to hate me so? Why do you talk so harshly? I makes me cry Like I am doing so now I’m walking Why am I walking? I do not deserve to move I do not deserve to breath God, cut off my oxygen And let me visit you in the land of clouds…

Torn by HeartMeNot, literature

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Torn

Torn I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I’m sorry I forgot Please, can’t this all just stop? I hate that you yelling at me For all the things I never said Why do you have to scream When I’m crying in my head? My hear is torn in two My mind is screaming to stop Just stop Just end my life now Because, maybe, just maybe, If I go your yelling will surely stop And that, That is all I want…

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Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: ^.^
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Pop
Personal Quote: "XD Lol"

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Fast and the Furious (1,2)

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Sum 41, Sara Barielles, Relient K, Aly and A.J.

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Call Of Duty 4

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Drawing, Writing, Singing, Sports. Lol-ing

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HeartMeNot

Jul 15, 2008

-incoherent swearing-

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-head/desk 50 times over- -walks over to wall- -face/wall 20 times over- -sits at desk- -face/palm at least 10 times- DO YOU SEEEE!? HOW F**KING BORED I AM?!?!?!?! Damn my scanner! It won't WORK! I'm going so CRAZY not being able to show I've developed, however subtly, in my drawing! AAAHHH!

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HeartMeNot

Jun 15, 2008

OH MY GOODNESS!!

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Kyaaaa! I'm making lineart on photoshop for the FIRST TIME!!! XD I'M SSSSSOOOOOO /EXCITED/!

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HeartMeNot

Jan 29, 2008

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Hi Hi Hi! Hows everyone? I felt like writing a journal XD So yeah, no poems for a while D: Basketball season! And school soccer starting up! Sports! Yay! -jumps in da air-

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Hi Kasskass.

Thanks for the watch, man.

DDD

foxyadder

Jul 26, 2008

YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED *oh no!!*

Spread the DA love

around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you\'re a bad friend
4-6 you\'re an ok friend
7-9 you\'re a good friend
10-& Up you\'re a great friend

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HeartMeNot

Jun 15, 2008

Kyaa! I submitted one of my poems there!

I'll know if I won anything or not in 9hrs. Lol.

moonymarauder

Jan 5, 2008

bwahaha, your recent stalker....

btw, its Amber. From drama.

buahahaha

HeartMeNot

Jan 5, 2008

O: STALKER! Yay.